as you should all know by now, Levi is having a surgery on Wednesday. this will be his third one so far. after everything we've been through, i like to think of myself as kind of a "pro" at the whole thing, like i'm tough enough now that it doesnt bother me. part of that is because i do alot of it "on my own" so, i have to be strong cuz its just me. not that nathan isnt willing to be there with me, its just that i think its a different feeling for me than it is for him. ultimately, i know that my endurance for these kinds of things is God giving me what i need at the times i need it most, but aside from that, i'm alone.
another thing that i have mentioned before is that we have been getting more involved in church stuff, and how much we are benefiting from that.
at the end of sunday school today, we were asked about the upcoming surgery (which most knew about from the prayer requests that we all share through email) and we are going to be getting a meal delivered wednesday evening, and i also received an offer of some company in the waiting room. i havent given an answer for sure, but i think i might accept that, it will be nice to have someone to talk to (i think). almost everyone from the class talked to us individually at one point in the day today, if nothing else just to ask about us and let us know they'd be praying for us. i never imagined it would be that meaningful to me to hear that. it is amazing how so many people today have really encouraged me, and the blessings that their words were. how much i needed to hear all those things, without even realizing it.