feeling guilty.

ok... i am "spoiled" ~ we don't have much, but we definately have enough. we can pay our mortgage, our car ins, and buy groceries. yet i find myself wishing for more. selfishly, i wish for a bit more, so we can get another car, or so i can get new clothes, or little things here & there, that i feel like would make me more content. i was actually proud of myself for not making "selfish purchases" since May. but that's not really very long. and there are sooo many with less than i have. i dont want to feel greedy, but i think i do. i defend it by saying if we had more money, i would give more. which is true, but doesnt justify my selfishness... just something i'm working through. Being Content with what I Have. Because truth is, I've been blessed sooo much!